It is 12:07 pm, I did nothing today, I got the day off, after that horrible exam I needed to be relax! anyway I am not sure if I work during weekend, maybe study for few hours but I don't want to push myself. I am still depressed about the exam and I really believe I am stupid!

1:00 pm, I feel awful, it was terrible for me. Last term I had a course with the same guy and I got 8.5 from 20 in final, this term I dont even get 8.5. I want to die, now I am sure I am stupid, eveyone was telling "wow, the exam was more easier than we thought". what should I do? I may fail it, it was 40% and from 60% of assignement I have no idea. he didnt give the results. I couldnt even undrestand what is he asking, god damn this french language. I have a meeting with my prof at 3. why am I doing pHd?

4:30 pm - I saw my Prof. That was as usual, the next meeting is 10 of May and I really have to work. I also went to see the other Prof for my exam, I got 9.5/11 from the assignements which is fine, but the point is I got ?/9, my guess is 2 or 3, what a shame, I guess I get a C :( . I also registered for convocation (for master) which is 12 of June. I totally forgot to register fo the conference, should do it today. I am dead tired and depressed. I guess I take the rest of the day off.

9:45 am - Another day, I am starting in few seconds

11:20 am - Well it is not going well, I start to become stressed. This is always the problems, I read mostly all the stuff, the others read only the parts that is coming in the exam, as if they know, and I get the worset mark, that is so simple!

7:45 pm - I studied till 12:30, then went for lunch and another exam session. I was off till 4, I started studing again at 4:30 till 7:15, I had dinner and now am back to studying. it is not finished and I will do my best though I know I will regret it tomorrow!

9:00 pm- I am still studing, my collegue is here too, well I rather to study alone but I promised him we would do the assignement togeather, eveything is very slow, he looks like an innocent guy who knows nothing! even the problems he solved! I wanna kill myself

10:00 pm- it is not finished yet, I may go to Cafe, to get closer to home :)

10:00 am, I am so lazy today, it is snowing like benz! I am home, I should start studying.

12:30, I am leaving for school, I wasted 30 min since then, the rest I studied but I am behind, I need to finish all today so tomorrow I can have a look at all. It is winter here! I should go to another exam, so off till 4,

5:30 , the exam is over, I had my lunch and a coffee, looking for the prof. to ask a question but he was not there. I am going to start studyin in few min, and it is still snowing :(

7:15, Still in labo and studying, I have no idea how is the weather outside, I want to take a break

8:30 pm, Nothing is finished, neither the documents nor the assignments, I am leaving ecole to eat something and study the rest in Cafe. I have a long night

12:50 pm, I got home few min ago, I studied from 8:45 to 12:30, I am really fucked up, I still have 2-3 papers to read+the big frog (few documents in french)+ 5 more assignments to read+ review some of the old stuff, I am wondering what have I done in last few days?!!

9:20 am, I am going to start

10:55 I am done with one paper, for my exam I am supposed to read bunch of papers, though not much is left, I will take a short break!

11:20 am, supposed to be a short one :D , I am back to work

12:25 , it is not finished yet but I am leaving for lunch, I have to be at the exam session at 1, for "surveillance", will be there till 4.

5:00 pm, the exam is over, I had some discussion with my colleague about the exam and came to Cafe to start studying :( the weather is perfect and I hate the exams

8:00 pm, I am fucked up, in last 3 hours, 20 min in gooder, 20 min on phone and just one paper is read, I am tired and sleepy, still in Cafe.

11:35 pm, I didn't do anything since 8!

Hello NoonJim :D
I really do hope it works, I have my comprehensive exam and proposal defense somewhere in October, I have to get ready for both, the proposal includes writing around 100 pages of lit-review and 20 pages of proposal, looks like writing a master thesis :( beside I should work with a new software(two actually) and do some simulation for the proposal. I also have an exam on Thursday. That is all for now :) so , all I have to do is reading, reading, reading and writing!
I will start reports from tomorrow.