11:00 am - I worked a bit last night, not much to mention! I am going to start, I was at school around 9:30 and I have not started yet! shame on me.

11:45 am - I am pissed off. I start reviewing again and I saw my prof note on my TOC telling me to add some stuff which I completely forgot about that. Shit, now I should add more pages, it takes time and I have so many unfinished parts. I am angry of myself.

1:45 pm- I started from beginning, usually when I have different things to do I become useless. so, decided to start from beginning and go as much as I can today, if it finished that is so cool, if not, tomorrow. jumping from one part to another wont help. I had my lunch, have a coffee now and will start in few min.

8:00 pm- I almost finished all the writing parts. though I didn't work like a normal person, if I did I would have finished the whole story! anyway I still have a lot to correct and add references and other small details which I have no idea if I can do it in one day (well I am sure if I work like today it wont be finished). I am going home to eat something and work there. tomorrow is holiday but I am coming to school, I am going to Toronto on Friday to join a wedding ceremony and will be back on Monday, so I have to finish it before leaving and sending that to my prof.

10:15 am - I am about to start. last night when I got home I was too tired to work, so I just slept! today I really like to finish it. I am still in the mood of vacation!

4:15 pm- I worked and had lunch. still lot more to go, I have 10 pages to be edited, 1 page to be written, missing references to be added, and one more total review for sentences, references or parts that need more work! am I close to finishing?!

7:15 pm - did I say 1 page of writing? well I was wrong, I wrote about 4 pages and still 2 more to go. I want to finish all the writings, then going through it again, I like to do it tonight, but lets see. I have become so cool after being with my parents, no stress for the coming deadline! this is not me!!!!! I am going to see a friend who had her comprehensive exam 20 days ago and she failed :( she couldn't go for it again and they told her she may be able to transfer it to a master with condition. it makes me worried about my exam in 3 months. if I can stay awake after that I will continue working.

11:15 am- my parents left yesterday :( now I am back to routine! I was so tired I couldn't get up early, came here and hour ago and want to start. I have a deadline this Thursday!

1:15 pm- I worked, not very focus though, I am going to lunch. that was not a good start at all, I work as I have plenty of time, after lunch I will be more focus, promise.

6:30 pm - I went through 20 pages and they are almost finish, just need to add 2-3 references. it remains around 30 more pages to go through. I should also write one more page, I am leaving, going to my bro place for dinner (the are still some guests around) but I want to go home early and work for few hours. I want to finish it as soon as possible.

2:00 pm- I was with our guests all last days, have done nothing. Today is a national holiday here, I have few hours to study now, I hope to finish something, we will go to Ottawa tomorrow and my parents leave on Sunday, I will be back to normal life from Monday morning :(

Almost 3 pm- I came to Ecole this morning, have a meeting at 4 and wasted my time since this morning, reading 2 papers that my prof sent me last week, I think it was better I work on my chapters which should be finished by next week! I was in Quebec city from Friday to Sunday with family, doing nothing related to my work. after my meeting I should go and pick up my parents, some small shopping, going home, making dinner + tomorrow lunch, some cleaning, packing my stuff as the guests come tomorrow morning and I am going to my bro place cause there is no more place in my app. I cross my finger that I could work till end of the week, my parents leave on Sunday, I don't want to be attacked by stresses as my parents leave :(

11:30 pm- I went to school today from morning till afternoon. I worked for few hours, don't know it exactly but it wasn't very productive, though I finished a part, tomorrow morning(noon) we are leaving for Quebec city and will be back on Sunday. I wanted to finish another part before leaving, tonight the family came here for dinner so I didn't have a chance to work after school, only if I can get up early tomorrow. yesterday I took my mom out for shopping, from morning till late afternoon, so no work! if I could finish the first revision by the end of week end that would be perfect. I take my stuff with myself, hope I can use my spare time.

12:45 pm - I really don't know what to say. since my parents came I just worked for two days. it is not them actually, it is the guests they are inviting to our place from every where. three of us, me, my bro and his wife, have done nothing but shopping, cooking, washing, cleaning and the worse is coming. my in law's mother is coming this Tuesday, my dad has invited his cousin and his wife over to my place, they are coming on Tuesday too, I should leave my place for them :( my uncle and cousin are here, my aunt and her husband too, we had guests last night, we have tonight, the other cousin has called from Iran that he is getting his visa and he is coming in 10 days, I am sure my Prof will send me home soon, I have a deadline for end of June, and I am not even closed. I am so pissed off. I have been at school since morning, I am editing my writings but not fast enough. going for lunch and wish I could work more before going home around 4 :(

4:30 pm- I am going home, I don't know how much I worked but have lot more to do. really I have no idea when. I don't want going home, they have called me 2 times, we have 7 guests and we are 5, in a one bedroom appt, and everything is formal. the worse part is that we have to handle our disgusting cousin which we all hate. maybe one day I tell the story...

11:45 am- I am not sure if I should write when my parents are here. I really try to work but I cant. yesterday was gone completely, I went for shopping, then coming home, washing dishes, preparing dinner, washing dishes again, going home at 11:00 pm, missing the bust and walking for 40 min. this morning I got up early, took a shower, made my place tidy, came to my bro place for helping as we have guests for lunch...

5:50 pm _ I was writing the previous part and I had to do something and forgot about publishing it. we had guests today for lunch, my dad cousin+ his wife and child. They left an hour ago, we are all dead tired. I don't know what to do, either we have guests or if I have time to work I am too tired. in last week I left home everyday at around 7:30, went with parents or went to school, came to my bro place in the afternoon, staying there till 11-11:30 pm, coming home, sleeping like a dead body. and the worse is coming, new brand! guests for next two weeks, all grown ups and adults, so the formal parties, pooooooffffff, how can I work? :(

5:15 pm- not a productive day again. I was with my parents till noon, I cam to school after and prepared my documents for meeting which was fine. then I spent like an hour looking through my prof documents to find some of papers which I am interested in, no success. I am going back home, my parents have been home alone for last 2 hours :) maybe I can work tonight? I hope.

10:00 am - I was supposed to come early but I couldn't woke up. I should go home around 2-2:30 pm, so am not sure how much I can work. we have guests tonight and tomorrow night, I have a meeting with my prof tomorrow.

11:30 pm - well I had the chance to work for about 2 hours today! the guests arrived in the afternoon and I got home few min ago. the good point is I prepared something for my prof so wont be empty handed for tomorrow's meeting. in the morning I will be with my parents, at home, and go to school at noon as they are going out with the guests. so hope I can work all afternoon. the second round for guests will be Friday noon!

5:45 pm- I got home 45 min ago, I was out with my mom from morning, now I want to work a bit if I can :)

12:30 pm- well it was not easy to work and I did not. maybe a little, then my mom wanted something, then my dad, then I helped for making dinner, then washing, anyway having 5 grown ups in a small place, no concentration! the only positive point was that I discussed my proposal with my dad for about an hour, got some idea and it was good. tomorrow we have some guests from Ottawa, they come around 4-4:30 and will start the night, I am going to school in the morning (early hopefully) and then my brother place around 2-3 pm, wish I could work tomorrow.

9:45 am- I am at school, ready to start.

1:30 pm- I worked till 12:45 pm, wasting around 40 min. I had lunch and am back to office. will start in few min

5:00 pm - I started at 2, worked till now, well I am not sure how much time I wasted, but guess not much. I am going to my bro house, my parents are out with my bro, they will be home around 9 maybe. so I will work at home till they arrive.

6:40 pm- I am going to start working again

I worked till around 9 but not continuously as I was preparing dinner, talking on the phone and with my in-law, helping her. generally I was ok with my day.

10:50 pm- Today I I worked for around 2 hours, but not very focus. working at home with my parents and in-law, TV, telephone and chats. anyway better than nothing!

10:05 am - well I am spending time with family and have not worked at all. maybe about an hour for Thursday afternoon and whole Friday. This morning I got up early, my parents are coming here tonight, I cleaned the house and am working now for about 40 min :( we are going out in few min and will be back in the afternoon, I am not sure if I can stay up late tonight to work, tomorrow is completely gone, Monday I will go to school, if only I have a bit more energy I could work for 2-3 hours at night, cause my parents sleep around 10 because of jet-lag, last two night I was too tired and I slept at 11-11:30, maybe tonight I can stay up.

11:35 pm- well today I ruined my time. I worked on my writings only for 2 hours and I wasted 2 hours before I go to the airport at 3pm. my parents are here(my bro place) and I came to my place just 30 min ago, I was thinking about working for at least an hour before sleeping, but I don't know, I feel so tired. but I know I wont have time to work till Monday.

12:45 pm - I got here around 10:30, I had to tax forms(I know I am late), it is done now. I wrote my yesterday meeting report, edited of TOC and changed some parts, added the time schedule and sent it to my prof. I had like 20 min wasting in between, talking on the phone and checking my email. may parent are coming tomorrow, yay :D . I wont be able to come here and work everyday which makes me nervous, we dont want to let the parents home alone, so will divide the week days between three of us, so one is always with them and the other two can work. Friday till Sunday we are all off, it is only three weeks and I don't know when will be the next time that I see them.

2:15 pm- I worked a bit then went for lunch. now I am back to work again

4:30 pm- I wrote few parts, so far it is fine, if I had the whole month that would be ok but with few days I am not sure. I should use my spare time better. maryam, yo can.
by the way I wasted about half an hour gooder/on the phone/ explaining something to my colleague.

6:45 pm- I worked for about 1h30. I am leaving office to have dinner, will be back. still more to go!

10:35 pm - well I worked for about 2 hours. I am tired and going home. well I have to clean my place, wash the bathroom and kitchen, take shower and sleep!

1:15 pm - read a paper this morning which was diffcult and I have to look at it again. had 2 hour class after, I had my lunch and will meet my prof in 2 hours. I was focucing on writing so I dont have much to tell him.

2:45 pm - I was reading a paper, it is not finished and I am going to see my prof