1:00 pm, I feel awful, it was terrible for me. Last term I had a course with the same guy and I got 8.5 from 20 in final, this term I dont even get 8.5. I want to die, now I am sure I am stupid, eveyone was telling "wow, the exam was more easier than we thought". what should I do? I may fail it, it was 40% and from 60% of assignement I have no idea. he didnt give the results. I couldnt even undrestand what is he asking, god damn this french language. I have a meeting with my prof at 3. why am I doing pHd?

4:30 pm - I saw my Prof. That was as usual, the next meeting is 10 of May and I really have to work. I also went to see the other Prof for my exam, I got 9.5/11 from the assignements which is fine, but the point is I got ?/9, my guess is 2 or 3, what a shame, I guess I get a C :( . I also registered for convocation (for master) which is 12 of June. I totally forgot to register fo the conference, should do it today. I am dead tired and depressed. I guess I take the rest of the day off.