1:30 pm - I had a class from 9 to 12. I had lunch, some phone calls, checking emails,gooder and have not started yet. It seems my time schedule is not very good, in case I may need more time at the end to finalized my proposal and if he gives me major changes for last chapter, I wont have time. so what should I do? I thought to change it like that
Chapter 1,2,3 - first week of July
chapter 4, 5, 6 - first week of august
chapter 7 - end of august
but can I really do that? it means I should write at least 3 pages everyday, the point is in many parts I don't have an idea what to write, I should read, search for that. and I think how come I can finish 3 chapters by first of July when my parents are here from 3-27 June?

3:40 pm - well I corrected the resume which I gave my prof few days ago. I was searching in the documents of his previous phd student (after graduation I took his desk) for finding his proposal and comprehensive exam, I found them and I gave it to my colleague who knows french better than me to see what will we have in few months. I am so nervous and do nothing. hate myself

5:15 pm - I talked with my prof, he accepted the first time schedule. it means for end of June 2 chapters would be good. what is wrong with me? I am just going from this office to that one today, talking with people, thinking about how to write! and read for the exam :( well this is the first day of monthly filan!

5:45 pm- I am going home