9:15 am - I got up early today to have a blood test. I am pissed off just like Saturday morning. I don't know what is the point of having insurance card while everyone charge you for blood test. I should look for another place. I am going to start working.

11:30 am - working on the simulation. I am stocked in a part.I had like 20 min of wasting!

1:00 pm - Still working on simulation. no progress. I had lunch

2:30 pm - I stopped working on simulation, I know the step 2-10 but step 1 is missing, I asked my colleague who is expert in Seep/w if he could help me, he had no idea too. I will study the "soil mechanics..." for few hours.

3:45 pm - I have no idea what did I do in last 75 min. I worked abit on the simulation and talked on the phone and chat with a colleague, just lost the time

5:45 pm - I read only 1/4 of the chapter, the F.chapter is mostly mathematics, I will be dead by the end of it. Today, I couldn't handle wearing my glasses, I feel sick in my stomach and I feel pain in my eyes and have headache too! I am going home and I HAVE to work tonight. I have a meeting on Thursday :(

11:30 pm - I got home, rest for a while, went for a walk, prepared something for dinner, watched CSI, surf the net, took a shower and not even a single word of studying. I have lot of stress, too many works, if it was only one thing maybe I could manage it better, now I should work on different stuffs, though they are related but I couldn't do few hours of each everyday, and if I do each like 2-3 days a week, it may last only for a short time , then I forget what I was supposed to do. I can not focus even for 15 min, I don't feel fresh at all, I forget things easily and I feel horrible. Besides I do have lot of grammar/dictation errors here!